Merdeka Celebration at School..

We had our Merdeka celebration today..No teacher were tolerant of letting us to practise..Haiz but we did practise a lil' during break and then we almost got demerited by Mr. Camillus..Thank goodness he didn't..Or it would have been the "bomb" that make us sad today..Haiz..

Anyaways,it started of with the speeches of Mr. Ling and Lee about Hari Kemerdekaan and then we had the competition between all the Form 1, 2 and 4 classes..Apparently,during our parts,we were a lil' messed up and still confused but we got through it..We made it to the end but many of our props weren't used like our "M'siaku Gemilang" banner and our small Malaysian flag but one thing is that we did use the party poopper and the balloons..haha..Made our presentation more special..

When it came to 2D,we were a lil' intimidated coz i thought that they would beat us this year with all the acrobat and gymnastic things like the cartwheel and the somersault and even a PYRAMID..A HUMAN PYRAMID..Can you believe it?So ya,i think that they should have gotten a higher place than what they have..

Then here comes the result..

The fifth place goes to........ Form 2 D

The fourth place goes to.................Form either 2 or 4(sorry,can't remember)

The third place goes to...........Form (i also forgot..haha)

The second place goes to..........Form 2 A

The first place goes to.............Form 4 B

We got SECOND..YEAH!!!!Even though it was last minute work..Ha..So RELIEVED..(taking a big breath)

Anyways congrats to all who won and good luck next year..=)

Yeah!! It came off!!

My blood clot came off!!YEAH!!!!Finally..NO SURGERY..But i still have to have a check-up o Saturday morn..Hope everything's alright..It actually came off on Monday,during Geography class..Of all the classes but Geography..Haiz..Must be God giving me a sign that i should pay more attention in Geo. class..Haha..I don't really pay attention in class coz' i always don't get what the subject is about..So ya..Hope can score well in PMR next year..

Anyways,today we had our Merdeka practice..I hope we can at least win something again..Maybe second place but first is better..Don't really know why I feel that we should win but it just goes to show that we are good..I think..Well, we work hard for it and we were told like what,ONE month before and everyone is not serious..Well, except the gals and not to brag but me..Some of the guys are like "Why do we care??We don't get merit points..We only get the title as 3rd or 4th or whatever.." So ya,it's kinda frustrating coz' they don't know Jocelyn and my feelings as a performer though most of them are performers but I just feel that every chance of performance,we should put our effort to it in order to like make it something special and as an experience to us so maybe we can help the future people..I know i sound strange but maybe i'm just getting older..haha..

Oh ya..I'm having oral tomorrow..Haiz..Hope i can memorise all the elaborations and say it out fluently..Well,for the past few days,8 people have had their oral done so it does bring nerves and worries and tension to me to think of it..Coz' when nerves take over,o,you know that feeling..Creepy huh??Anyways gotta go..Bb

School is here..

School is re-opening tomorrow..Gotta go back to Lodge..Smell the old smeel of school and look at the school..At least there will be a new floor in the school hall since it's painted..Well,just painted(saw it when i went to school during the holidays..)

More homework,stress and test coming up..Then exams are coming in like one months time and then we'll be off for the year..Next year is gonna be PMR year so best of luck to all who are sitting for it..

Anyways,let's stop talking about school,let's talk about life..Well,i've been reading Chicken Soup for Teens in Tough Stuff or at least that's the title if i'm not mistaken..Anyways,the authors have arranged the stories in different categories like Self-applicantion stuff and family matters and even things like courage you know,just to boost up some confidence..haha..

The book is a good one,i should recommend..It does help me though i don't really read much..

Gotta go now..See you..Eat dinner then pack for tomorrow..Bye

Love,
PhIL_eMoN

Blood clot in my Eye..WHUT??!!

That's true..I found myself having a blood clot IN my eye..Thank goodness that it's not in my pupil..Just beside my left eye..Haiz..Well,i woke up at 9.30am + today and found something wrong with my eye..I went to check it out on the mirror and found it on my left eye..

I then ask my sis what was it since she's a pharmacist..She then called my mum and told her that she'll take me to the doctor's clinic..

I arrived there and i registered myself and waited for my turn..While waiting,i saw pictures of other people who have their eye bleeding or something and so i was pretty terrified at all those pictures..Still gives me goosebumps..*Shivering while shrugging shoulders*

After a while,i went in for an eye test and something funny happened..Now you see,the blood clot is in my left eye and i can see the letters perfectly than my right eye..Sad right??

Anyways,after the eye test,i went to the doctor's room and had some of the blood clot removed but there was more news..The blood clot is actually stuck on my top eyelid so i can't really remove it very easily so the doctor gave me a week's time to wait for the clot to "fall off" like the normally clot on our scars..

Then bad news came my way..If it doesn't fall off,i might need surgery to take it out..Thinking of surgery makes me feel that my life is at a not very safe state..Cause' i might be blind or even worst if ANYTHING goes wrong..And if anything do go wrong there are still MANY things i wanna do..Like perform and have a relationship or even just to have a bright future..

But who cares right..Nobody really cares about little old me..I still have a friendship to win back but what does that person cares??Better not keep talking about the person..

Anyways,got to go..Well,think of it on the bright side..I still can use the computer..And go to school to talk with my closest friends..So all that's well might just have a well ending for me..Not that i'm cursing myself..Anyways..PRAY FOR ME!!!

With love and kisses(I sound like a girl..haha..),
PhiL_eMoN ^_^

Merdeka..Say it with me..

MERDEKA MONTH IS HERE....

Stresssssssss for a perfect yet original performance is damnnnn hard to do ah..But our class have tried that but Jocelyn tend to change the idea for the performance so we're kinda like deer caught o the headlights-DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO......

No offense though..

Well,we've arranged 2 practices this year-one at Amphitheatre near S'wk Club and the second one is at school..We got many spectacular ideas but i cant really say it out,in case people read and then copy our idea so i better shut the hell up..

Anyways,MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

p/s i know its not time yet but all well..

p/s Dawn,J is changing much to a botch=bitch + bimbo+botch..haha..

no offense though..

Love,
Philemon..

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Today is well,you can call it yesterday now,since it's passed 12am..But o well..Anyways,today we have a very special thing to welcome..well,two actually..One is the OLYMPICs-which i'm not that interested in..And the second-The birth of Cikgu Joanna's baby..haha..Her baby was born at 11.13am..From what i heard la..haha..

Anyways,yesterday at tuition(Cikgu Wong's tuition)there was a gal name Serena who is in Pri.6 now..Ok,now this gal rit,when she came in the door,she started to stare at J.Loh weirdly as if he killed her family or something but there was just hatred or something like that..Well,she said "Shut up" as soon as she walked in to J.Loh and even pointed her iddle finger to him..Jesher then complained to Cikgu Wong(the wife la)about Serena but she said that she could not believe what she heard coz according to her,Serena is a not very bright student in her studies but is a bright person in her behaviour..

So she went out to investigate and Serena even lied of her own actions and she lied it damn well..Her face doesn't turn red or feel ashame,you know?Haiz..Muka tembok and bertalam dua muka ah her..eeeehhhhh....

Anyways,Cikgu wong(the husband) obviously side Serena so he scolded Jesher and so we continued on our lesson..Until we were still talking about so Cikgu Wong talked to us about it and so she went out to scold Serena of what she did..

By the way,today after scholl,as Mervin,Tiffany and Jesmond walked pass my class,Mervin said that Jesmond was "married" to Tiffany..Which it was kinda weird coz as far as i know..It's not that possible..But who knows..Maybe there might be some flames between themm which might light up soon..Let's just see,shall we?..Haha..

If anyone were to see this,please give some comment on them..thx..